the first impression . . .
Do you think there is only one person for each of us? I'm not so sure I completely buy into the soulmate theory. As romantic the idea seems, it's a bit discouraging. Especially if your like me, and the playing field appears pretty narrow.
Tonight I had coffee with a total stranger. A mutual friend set us up, and although the conversation was great, I didn't walk away feeling WOWed by the experience. He was a nice guy, and I was impressed with him in many ways. However, I found myself critiquing his every comment. I was annoyed with my own behavior, and I feel like I may have sabbotaged the whole evening.
On the way home I was reflecting on my standards, and I began to question whether or not my expectations truly are too high. Do I really believe there is a Mr. Wonderful out there, who was created just for me? Am I too picky, and will I always recognize the character defects before I see their assets? Should there be this instant connection, and is he thinking the same things about me? I guess it's just my insecure nature, but I don't like the whole "dating" ritual.
This blog really has no point, so I'll quit now.